I'm listening to music while reading a book
thinking I’d rather write but not really wanted to do either of the two,
wondering what it’s like to have someone to whisper sweet nothings to
and make love with
and cuddle with
and eventually fall asleep with.
someone who can make your dreams be a reality.
someone you can share your desires with,
your love
your work,
your body,
your home,
your feelings,
your emotion,
and everything in between.
someone whom you know loves you back.
and thinks the same of you.
I wonder what this feels like.
and though I know I should be patient
I just wish I’d feel these things right now.
as well as the pain, hurt, disappointment, and displeasantries that comes along with this want.
holding on takes a lot
yet I keep the hope that one day I’ll know what these things feel like
but until then I'll jus keep expressing the yearning I have for it.&& I'm out.
-- lexy.
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Feel free but please don't intentionally try to hurt me. - Lexy. ( I just like the line, say what you want, you don't even know me).