maintaining friendships

fso I think my best friend is done with me.
and the thought of that hurts my soul.
so I've done something for her.
and me writing poetry for someone is something to be honored 'cause it says a lot.
I don't do it often 'cause my poetry is spose to be about me. -sigh-
anyways here goes.

for amy.

            F – or  

            R – ealizing

            I – diotic

            E – xpressions

compa N – ions  

            D – isclose

            S – enselessly

my words and my friends

they’re all I have.

I make mistakes.

I apologize endlessly.

I hurt and stab with my words.

But not intentionally.

My brutal honesty and unwanted opinions may just be the death of me

But I ask even if I die by my own sword sharpened with my unintentional harm

That you stick by me

And continue to be there for me.

So I will put away my words and uninvited analyses

While you hopefully come to forgive me

So that I can be a better me when you rebefriend me.

&& I'm out.
-- lexy.