I never even realized the weight of my very own teardrop.
And now I'm like a god damn waterworks. When anything goes wrong it's like my body's natural response to cry.
What the fuck is that?
That's a weakness, something that shows I'm vulnerable.
Today I want to cry but I'm keeping the tears back.
I keep fucking up my life. I mean I have no one to blame but myself.
I was late to work...by an hour.
I skipped Geography.
I fell asleep in English.
I didn't go to sleep last night.
I waited two weeks to do my laundry.
I had to do a last minute assignment.
Maybe my daddy was right yo. I don't try hard enough but honestly this is the hardest I ever tried.
I'm nothin' but a fuck up.
That's what I feel like right now.
And all I wanna do is cry instead of trying to fix my problems.
Its so much easier to wallow in my despair.
&& that's all for now.
-- lexy.
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Feel free but please don't intentionally try to hurt me. - Lexy. ( I just like the line, say what you want, you don't even know me).