Oh The Things I Could Be

But will never be continue to haunt me.

People claim they love me but I've heard that many time before...

And all the times those words have hurt.

Putting far too much trust in humans and anything they say.

Friends should always be there and not only when they want you to be there.

And I know I've said it a thousand times but I hope I'm not annoying you...

Forgive me for I'm clingy since I've never had a friend as sincere as thee.

Even though I'm doubtful of your intentions too.

So because I'm leery but mostly scared

I'll guard my own heart with a lock and key.

I'll swallow it and no one will ever open.

Oop.

I hope I'm not annoying you with my back and forth tactics.

Now I'm confusing even me 'cause

I just wanted a dear friend and now I've got more than I've bargained for.

I've developed a love for you nothing could ever replace.

So I'll just stay and keep being friends

'cause it's all I've got

and probably all I'll ever get from you.

Even though a stylish kid like you should be interested in a nerd like me.

Oh the things WE could be.

[And I understand all too well it will never come to pass but I will always be there].
&& I love you.

-- lexy.