you have a way with words they say.
an uncanny ability to convey intangible things
but my seemingly beautiful talent is a burden I carry
with great weight.
maybe one day I’ll learn to appreciate
but as of this day and many others I can only hate
because without it I am prevented from concentration
from sleep
from eating
from working
and from being whole, from feeling whole.
yet with it I am prevented from these same things while the words flow out of me
hoping that I can express my pain
my hurt
my love
my anger
my deepest emotions
the only way I know how, the best I know how.
just trying to survive.
this burden, this weight I carry
is my lifeline
and it works both ways.
i’ve jus got to learn to embrace.
-- lexy.
-- lexy.
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Feel free but please don't intentionally try to hurt me. - Lexy. ( I just like the line, say what you want, you don't even know me).