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gathered around this plot
bidding you one final farewell
I’m honestly glad to see you gone.
I know that seems wrong
but honestly you had done me so much harm.

even if I’d wanted to I couldn’t have taken anymore pain from you.
because I’d been a sucker for punishment for far too long.
you abused my ego
and robbed me of trust.
stealing my faith
and locking my confidence in a box.

due to your seemingly intense hatred I will never be the same.
almost destined to be alone.
I was undeserving and
never fully understanding it,
I just learned to do without your love
but really wanting to wallow in misery. 


-- lexy.