these days

I've been feeling a little down.
I want all the things I haven't had in such a long time.
I wanna be held.
I want to cuddle with someone.
I want to be loved.
I want to not be lonely.
these things would be nice.
I guess overall I'm happy.
but 2 years single is quite enough.
fuck lonliness being the human condition.
I hate that stupid quote.
no one can, should, or want to be lonely [all the time].
I'm not desperate.
I just would like a change in my romantic life.
I'm a loaner but sometimes it's just unbearable.
after all I'm human too. . .

&& I'm out.
-- lexy.