the menial things

the time for giving up has come.
for I cannot take it anymore.
I've lost a part of me.
somewhere in all this mess.
and this is
just as I was fixing me
not like something dramatic happened
by this occurrence was simply the final straw for me.
I'd like to depart.
never to see this place again.
for the sake of my sanity.

&& I'm out.
-- lexy.